[ It'll be a long day from now for Steve to make TJ come to grips with not being broken. It's been brow beaten into him that something is wrong with him—from his attitude to his drug usage to the way he lets other people treat him sometimes (though, he'd like to think that since Sean, he hasn't done that anymore). All the false confidence in the world he can fake, but when it comes right down to it, it's just another mask to hide behind.
Eventually, though, it will come. Just like it will come for them to have a conversation completely sober. Might not be all that level-headed; TJ often feels backed into a corner when serious conversations arise and he'll lash out, do anything to take the heat off of himself so he doesn't have to admit that yes, he wants a relationship. A committed and healthy relationship. Once that happens, an entire new set of problems will arise.
Until then, he's going to coax himself into a false sense of security and be shocked when things come at him and probably fall apart. That's just how things go with TJ. Anything nice he can't keep. ]
What??? That's it??
[ TJ sends along a picture of just the bottom part of his face and showing the slope of his neck. His lips are curled down into a frown. ]
THAT'S all I get for this? You can forget kissing this, buddy. Or feeling it around your dick when you get back.
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Eventually, though, it will come. Just like it will come for them to have a conversation completely sober. Might not be all that level-headed; TJ often feels backed into a corner when serious conversations arise and he'll lash out, do anything to take the heat off of himself so he doesn't have to admit that yes, he wants a relationship. A committed and healthy relationship. Once that happens, an entire new set of problems will arise.
Until then, he's going to coax himself into a false sense of security and be shocked when things come at him and probably fall apart. That's just how things go with TJ. Anything nice he can't keep. ]
What??? That's it??
[ TJ sends along a picture of just the bottom part of his face and showing the slope of his neck. His lips are curled down into a frown. ]
THAT'S all I get for this? You can forget kissing this, buddy. Or feeling it around your dick when you get back.